Finally we had a talked. We were able to clarify things out. Expressed whats on our mind and carefully listened to every details. I almost cry during that time. I love him so much and I don't want to lose him ever.
I tried my best to be honest with you. I tried so hard to protect you. I hid all the necessary information in order to protect you. I told lies to cover my past for you to love me.For what I know my past isn't that important that what we have right now. I tought it was going to be fine. Nothing can make us inseparable and no one can ruin our relationship. I tried my best to show you that've changed. You don't know what I've been through just to love you. I sacrifice the pleasure that I used to get before. What happened? When a memory from my past almost inculcated your mind. You almost lost your faith on me. Prejudiced my actions and you inflected pain in your heart, considered yourself victim. Sensation of grief and betrayal succumb your sanity. It almost ruin our bond that we tried to establish since the day we first met. And you let your self immerse to what you've learn about me. Is it ironic? You tried so hard to be good, hide all the bad things that had happened, yet these bad things would still come out in the open and it will try to havoc your present situation. You tell white lies in order to protect yourself, yet they will still be mad at you. And if you tell the truth they would still be mad at you. I almost died when it happened good thing that we were able to fix it. I hope nothing can harm our relationship anymore, cause I can't live without him. I know this is just one of the trials that we're going to face. And I'm ready for it, I know we can suppased any trials.
